I did say to this woman, I wish my h had the same introspection...
Thanks for your reply Matt.

Was out with friends last night. It was good and uplifting. need that.

Right now, anything I do or say rubs h the wrong way.

You know that feeling...when someone just "bugs" you. we all know those people. I am now that person to h. I feel it. It is so apparent. h can't stand the sight of me now. How do I not let myself be impacted by that?
I am still cordial and happy, nonchalant.

His deal, I know. But when he stops by( for kids) or we have to discuss something, I feel like h thinks I have become a burden to him.
Its a terrible feeling.


M48 H50
M21 T26
S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old
PA confirmed 7/2012
H separates 9/2012
H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY
OW still in picture. h filed 10/13