I did say to this woman, I wish my h had the same introspection... Thanks for your reply Matt.
Was out with friends last night. It was good and uplifting. need that.
Right now, anything I do or say rubs h the wrong way.
You know that feeling...when someone just "bugs" you. we all know those people. I am now that person to h. I feel it. It is so apparent. h can't stand the sight of me now. How do I not let myself be impacted by that? I am still cordial and happy, nonchalant.
His deal, I know. But when he stops by( for kids) or we have to discuss something, I feel like h thinks I have become a burden to him. Its a terrible feeling.
M48 H50 M21 T26 S20 at college),S17,D15-cp, dev. delay- cogniv 5yrs old PA confirmed 7/2012 H separates 9/2012 H move home 2/13& 7/13 lasted 2weeks.ILYNILWY OW still in picture. h filed 10/13