I appreciate your encouraging words. I truly do as I feel very alone and I have cried off and on through out the day. From what I've read, this is part of the process in healing where you feel better and then have days that feel like a setback. I'm so ready for the pain to go away however, I understand (don't like) that it will take time and I honestly want to improve myself and get to a better place not just for myself but for my kids. As for the D, we both signed so it's just waiting for the judge to sign. I know I will be okay and get through this but at this very moment, it doesn't feel true. I feel like running away from this but I know the only way is just to heal my heart. Wish it was like ripping off a band aid....
Last edited by CSan00; 07/09/1402:48 AM.
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014
