NERO - is this still ME?

[willbwell]

nero, you got the happiness thing. it is not for holding in or for having at someone else's expense... its for giving and for sharing, no matter what grey sky is above us. You have given it to your nieces. I hope that my boys will get that. I tell them.... don't think you are just some island out there or that you are entitled...
It goes around and it will come back around. at the end of the day , I want to say i did my best.
I think I have thought for far too long that my h, is it! I put him up on such a pedestal. slowly, I beginning to see his humanness, but more so and sadly, I am seeing he is not one willing to grow. I want honesty and goodness and kindness in my life. h is a kind of person that puts himself first.
I think we deserve better than that