QUOTE:" i'm impatient for a life with love in it that i CAN share and spread. i do have alot i kn ow- happiness for me seems to HAVE TO include other people- i just do not see or feel the whole "I am my whole world"kind of thing. my world is improved by sharing it - all of it- happy- sad- just adds dimension. alone is not my happy place really-
That makes perfect sense It shows how loveable and caring YOU ARE. Your happiness is from helping others WHO APPRECIATE your effort with a THANK YOU and a SMILE !! It validates your good deed and gratify your pride and joy. It is not the others that made you happy, it is the feeling you get when you make a positive difference in your actions. AS SIMPLE AS OPENING A DOOR FOR AN elderly to smiling at someone who looked exhausted and smiled back at you with a look of appreciation. You sound a bit like me You are special and yes, we all have those funky days but stormy weather never last forever.
quote: i want allllllll the (what?) fun and wodnerfment he's found with ow??? (if that's whtat it is)"
That depends on how you perceive cheating.. Is it something you can do to someone else? If not, then it wouldn' t be fun. It would eat at you, the guilt and shame wouldn' t be towards your partner, it would be towards your actions and maybe would be mirrored in your partner.. See the game play here?
Nero, you are moving forward nicely Just STAY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND YOUR VALUES !! this is the best advice I gave myself to move forward without to much self-inflected damage.
It shows how loveable and caring YOU ARE. Your happiness is from helping others WHO APPRECIATE your effort with a THANK YOU and a SMILE !! It validates your good deed and gratify your pride and joy. It is not the others that made you happy, it is the feeling you get when you make a positive difference in your actions. AS SIMPLE AS OPENING A DOOR FOR AN elderly to smiling at someone who looked exhausted and smiled back at you with a look of appreciation. You sound a bit like me 