I've felt the same way talking to H on the phone. Or in person.
The first few months, just being around him made me throw up. Literally.
It still causes a pounding heart when I talk to him sometimes. Less and less as time goes by.
It's normal... and it stinks.
Lois has a lot of good advice above.
---GG
Me 54 Him 63 M 23 T 29 0 Kids Funny Farm of Rescues 12/12 OW-- 5/13 ILYBINILWY: A denied 9/13 Proof OW: ENDED 2/14 Got D papers on my BD I kicked him out for my sanity 9/14 He wants to "talk"?