Sorry for my earlier post. I'm just having a hard day which I don't think I've had in a while. I thought I had made progress in accepting the D and detaching and then a day like today feels like a setback. It seems to be like that. Also playing Bocce at the same house brought up memories of my STBXH and happier times. Silly how a small thing can cause such a strong feeling.
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014