I feel elated, but also terrified at the same time. It's a very surreal feeling. Part of me feels numb, like this was all just a dream.
The pain I have endured the past few months, as you all can relate to, was BRUTAL. I would rather someone break my knee caps than go through that.
I've read alot about reconciliation and I've seen lots of false starts here. Thats why I want to take it really slow. I'm scared of being gutted again. I still have so much work to do on me!
