I was in the office, researching new neighborhoods in Austin. Comparing home prices, rents, school ratings, commute times. A wave of emotion came over me, my neck tightened up, I had to leave.
My W went out there in April for work, and never came back. She had decided to move to Austin the week we officially separated, and I would agree with anything she asked for back then.
While I am not apposed to moving, the emotions that came over me were so intense that I had to go home. I cried so hard. I know patience is necessary, but the kids and school are kinda forcing the schedule. And our lack of real communication right now makes it even worse.
My coach says to keep all her stuff here in the SF bay, because it will anchor her. I am just lost and confused at the moment, and accepting that it is ok to have a little cry and take some time to myself.
I guess this is my new normal. Kind of OK interspersed with spazing and crying. WTF has my life come too.
Me: 35 Her: 33 D : 16 S : 9 Together: 14 years Married: 12 She left 4/14/2014 Separated: 5/25/2014 OM Confirmed 7/2014 She filed 8/7/2014 I Filed 10/21/2014 Divorce final 2/12/2015
