Hi cq1, good for you! Sounds like you had a good, strong day. I am trying to take it day by day and just not contact him. Hopefully he will then have the chance to miss me instead of feeling I am boring and always around. Luckily I have been super busy lately with work and friends so that helps. The OW is the one thing driving me crazy but I try to tell myself there is nothing I can do about it so I should just ignore it.
I miss him and wish he'd call me but at the same time I do not really have that overwhelming need to contact him. I just feel sad.
I really hate those days when I feel hopeless and that there is no chance this will work out. Today is one of those days. I'll go out for some exercise later and hopefully will feel better.
Hugs! Lisa
Me: 34 H: 30 M: 4 years BD: 6/15/14 He moved out 6/30/14 OW1: EA then PA after BD Now he's dating multiple OWs I'm over it and moving on.