I'm back from the cruise. It was good spending time with the kids. H and I spent a good amount of time together, and it was pleasant, but no real connection. No fights, no relationship discussion, just chit chat and kid stuff. I was a little sad a few times when I thought about how much fun it could have been, but it wasn't. We have a week all together at home, and I'm sure H will be catching up with OW. Hard to think about.