Well all that anxiety for nothing! Better practice my no expectations rule.
Turns out I wont even see my WAW after her camping trip for a couple days....so I don't plan on saying anything besides "huh..ok..fine". Now the only thing that I am going to have to detach from is how she said "well I am going to be staying over with my camping buddies place tonight" I am sure if it was a girl she would have just said so (i know STFU Rayzz you are mind reading)...I can't waste my energy on being jealous for nothing. Even if it is something there is nothing I can do about it since she doesnt consider us married at all so I will leave it alone....I will teach myself to leave it alone. Who cares? I can go camping with buddies too....ok...open beer...pour in glass....drink....repeat.... Will focus on some GAL after dropping the kids off tomorrow...probrably new library books, qigong, the gym and maybe hitting a new bike trail...haven't biked trails here ever. I promise to have something more Gal exciting next time I post
Me 42 W:35 M: 14yrs T:15yrs D: 8yrs D:6yrs S:3yrs BD: "I want a D"09/03/14 Sep: 30/06/14
Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
