I havr fully detached since i left.. avoided a lot of calls because ive been busy at the gym and saw old friends.
She got upset and kept wanting me to call her.. i thought about her giving her number to that [censored] guy.. started re-evaluating things.
Kept myself happy and gym really helped.. she invited me to dinner this weekend and put a lot of effort in making me dinner.. she was dressed up as well. She wants it to work and has done a full 180.. said she missed me and all the times she said she wanted to be her own person.. wanted to be alone was because she was angry and just said it.
I dont know if i want to go back.. im here now but leaving tomorrow and she says ill probz b back home by next week.
She was crying and apologising for putting me through all this and she doesnt want to loose me.
I told her i would like to do everything properly this time round and it will take me a ling time to trust her again.
I want to do it right so this doesnt happen again. Any tips? Am i on the piecing stage now?
I love you mrbond youve been a great help.
Space really helped and moving out. Cant stress that enough.. she even said that when she reflected back she couldnt believe how she was treating me.
