This weekend was kinda rough. As much as I tried, I couldn't get W out of my head, and I missed her a lot. I suppose it will get easier with time, but right now I'm finding it hard. When I'm doing something engaging, I'm ok. But as soon as I stop, she's right back in my head.
Went up to my parents for the 4th. Had a good time and ate a bunch of crabs. Sent W a quick "Happy 4th of July" text, and got a "Happy 4th :-)" in return. I left it at that. I'm trying to limit contact for right now. Spent the rest of the weekend doing some shopping and working on the outside of the house, doing mulch and planting flowers.
I decided to make an appointment with a counselor to try and help with dealing with all of this. I figure I need to get my head on straight and deal with some issues with myself before anything else. I need to get myself sorted out and on my way to becoming the 'man she'd be crazy to leave'. The earliest I could get in was next Wednesday, so until then I just have to keep myself occupied and focused on GAL'ing and keeping myself happy and healthy.
Me: 28 W: 28 Together: 9.5 years Married: 4 years Bomb dropped and W moved out: 6/15/14
