If we can't trust anyone to be committed to us... what's the point? I mean, right now I kinda feel like I don't ever want to get married again, much less have kids with someone, because they could just up and leave me any day. Why bother? My H said multiple times after BD "better to have loved and lost than never loved at all" which I thought was a completely BS justification of why this was all OK... I just don't feel right now like there's any truth to that statement.
This will make more sense as time goes on. Right now today, you don't have to get married again, or want to get married again.
You have no idea what the future holds.
Slow down and live today, without expectations. Let the future take care of itself.
The truth to H's statement might be in my first sentence.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
You have grown so much!