Picking up W and the kids from the airport tonight. Can NOT wait to see the kids. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't eager to see W too... Despite keeping busy, I've missed her a ton. However, I think I've pretty successfully DB'ed in her absence. GAL'ed all week, and only spoke to/texted W after she got in touch with me first...and always waited a while before getting back in touch with her. If her intent was to get a break from our sitch and do her own thing this week, I didn't do anything to jeopardize that.
I figure there's a good chance W used the week to sort out her feelings, and may have come to a conclusion about our marriage. That is, of course, an *assumption* on my part...but a conscious one.
It will be interesting to see her demeanor when I pick them up. But I can say this, she will be coming home to a clean house, a well-stocked fridge/pantry, a bed with freshly-washed linens, and an intelligent, good looking, in shape man with a positive attitude and a good heart who endeavors to do what's right and kind and always improve himself.
If that's enough for her, that's on her.
H: 43 W: 37 M: 11 years T: 12 years S: 11 D: 8 ILYBINILWY, "I want to move out" and "I want a divorce": 3/23/14 MC started: 9/22/14 Affair and past infidelity discovered: 9/26/14 Piecing: 10/20/14
