Has been pretty quiet around here all week - he was on vacation, obviously does not want anything to do with lil ole me. My DD18 (home with me) still refuses to talk to him. She is so disgusted she cancelled her Senior open house.
he has apparently stopped even texting her. (trying NC on a child? to see if she "bites" later?) He should come by today to mow the lawn. I have house in order, looking good, and will continue to 180 - really had when there is no contact. (Anything is better than pushing for divorce talks, so I'd rather he ignore me than harass me at this point.)
today marks 9 weeks since BD. He has never even shown ONE SIGN of truly wanting to reconcile, -- but he used to love to see me beg, tho! -rat--
I really have focused on myself - hypnotism, meditation, prayer, reorganized life,
Me: 48 H: 48 Married 26 , together 30 D1: 21 D2: 18 "Happily Married" until BD 4 weeks later: "Im talking to someone" No papers filed. Attempting 180, finding it difficult.
