I did look and I will have to move my thread there. I suppose I still want hope but can't seem to get my head clear. I am hoping by just getting out and not dwelling on the MC session or how to proceed with my STBXH that I will get some clarity and just center myself. Not sure if that even makes sense however with my D 17 leaving this past Thursday and feeling even more emotional than usual, things are jumbled for me. Thank you MB!
Me 34 M 2.5 (Both 2nd M) My kids-D 17,S 16,S 12 BD 2/14 D final 7/2014