So update:

I leave for training July 25th. This means the 25th is probably the last day I'll see my W and, well I think I'm going to take my jeep and head on with the D.

Why:
She will be gone August 2014 - May 2015 for school in NC (Im in CA, she has stated she hates CA and doesnt want to come back)

This is part of why I want to just head thru with D:

July 3rd
me - i hope youre feeling better
her - nto like you care
her - why were you at the apartment
me - i threw away the old printer
her - you drove all the way here to throw away a printer. thats bullshit
me - not just, my brother is in town and he wanted to see the dog
her - ok well next time let me know before you come. and Im not working a double anymore sat, so you have no need to come over here
her - have fun with your brother
her - and how about you stop with the idiotic lies
me - enjoy your weekend
her - must just be leaving a bar. you too ill be working
me - Im not. and i would appreciate it if i was not accused of committing "lies"
her - dont lie then
me - im going to bed, good night


This is the 2nd time ive been kicked out of the apartment I own and she is driving my jeep and this is more of the same [censored] I've dealt with. Im taking my jeep back the 23rd, the 24th is incase I have to report it stolen and the 25th I bounce for training and don't see her anymore. My IC has more or less confirmed some sort of bi-polar/unstable behavior and has said its up to me to make my decision.

I think the only way to "save" this is to give my W my jeep in some hope that she comes back but I dont want a M based on the [censored] I give her.

Maybe she'll convince me within the next 2.5 weeks before I leave but I really do thinks its done and I want to move on.



"Don't chase people. Be yourself, do your own thing, and work hard. The right people - the ones who really belong in your life - will come to you. And stay." ~ Will Smith