I have made so many mistakes and miscues the last few months. And I just keep telling myself oh well. But I am not even trying to do what I can. Still focused on getting her back. I don't need her back, and we were horrible together the last 2 years, I was miserable capital M. Why would I want that, because it felt good, felt comfortable, but that's the easy way. The right way, or hard way, is to make the changes and move on with life, knowing it's not the same, I can't change the actions from then, only now until the end. I can make the better choices, but I have to do it for me!!!
