Since my last email ( the one where I polite requested he back off the "easy quick" divorce badgering,) he has been complete NC with me - text his daughters

They ignore him.
My DD 18 had a horrible allergic reaction, requiring emergency room.

After it all was over, I just wanted - so bad - to tell him about it and get comforting words from him. Until 3 am it was almost like an obsession. I did NOT communicate.

Getting better little by little. How can you DB when they ignore you?
I have had such a new attitude!

Me: 48
H: 48
Married 26 , together 30
D1: 21
D2: 18
"Happily Married" until BD
4 weeks later: "Im talking to someone"
No papers filed.
Attempting 180, finding it difficult.