CSan - Filed, moving and life goes on....

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T0- Thank you for the support. I guess I feel all over the place. I'm glad my STBXH went to MC regardless of how it ended. I had more insight or epiphanies on how my unwillingness to be vulnerable, listening to my family on matters between my 1st XH, letting my family's opinions be the deciding factor in my decisions with regards to my life, marriage and children; this really hurt my 1st M. I see now how I didn't put my STBXH needs first like he did with me and only put my kids and family's needs first. Nor did I make the effort he did like with my kids and family. I was really selfish. I don't want to be selfish in any relationship period. I want to be happy, giving and loving. I also want to be a better parent. Getting to these goals is the hard part.....Anyways, I hope everyone is having a great 4th of July!