The morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.

[wishing, hoping]

Thanks everyone.

I wish I could do more for my kids. It doesn't seem like enough. I couldn't handle being around that for an hour, let alone four days. I still don't know what J sees in this woman except for dollar signs. Even that would get old after a while I would think.

But I see the same patterns and "the dance" with her and J that existed when we were together. Nothing has changed with J. Except he has a "fresh start" with another woman. That no one seems to like.

She made some snippy comment to me. I was outside with kids while they were playing with the sidewalk chalk. D was drawing a chalk outline of S so he was laying on the sidewalk. I was tickling him and he was holding onto my hands so I couldn't tickle. He's very strong so I made a comment about how he was hurting his mommy and I think he should crack walnuts for a living. She made some comment about how I could never handle labor. Really? WTF? I had two children with your boyfriend OW. And I guarantee my children were twice the size of your rugrats. Keep your comments to yourself.

I didn't say that. She's not worthy of that much effort. She is far more deserving of the karma that is waiting for her.

WH