KGirl-- here I am, laying in bed late at night, exhausted but for some reason can't bring myself to close my eyes and try to go to sleep. ... thinking the exact same thing as you.

The life I was building with my husband just went away poof like that. No effort to make it work.

The friendly email exchanges we have now make me feel a little ill when I let myself stop to think about it. There is nothing amicable about this.

We deserve more.

Sorry to hijack. KGirl's post hit a nerve tonight.


Me 38 H 40
D 3
T 8 M 6
BD 10/2013