Thank you for listening both of you, I am in tears right now, I have my eldest boy with me as it's school holidays, and the little ones are at daycare, it was hard to see h this morning and he acts like like nothing was said and nothing has happened, he did his usual I'll ttalk to you later, and I ccouldn't even muster up a no worries. I keep thinking about some of the things he said, that all he ever wanted to do was protect me so I wouldn't get hurt, and t that he couldn't protect me form him and the way he hurt me, I think referring to his past a. Then he said don't you want me to protect you anymore, I said of course, then he said it's just going to be different, I'm expected tto let him go and live his own life, but I feel like I'm not able to do the same because he still wants to be my hero? I don't know where to turn, every time I try to detach and move forward something happens....what do with all of this?
