I'm still reeling as to what happened last night, I've had little sleep and in an hour I have to go to h house to pick up our boys to take them to daycare. I am completely lost and at this point I feel I have no where to turn, I can't even move form this town, one because the boys need the stability and two, this s has completely ruind me financially, my rent is a week behind I need to but product to work and I don't even have that, I just can't see a single positive today and usually I can. I don't know what the purpose of this journey is, I just feel broken
