You need to start a new thread as this one will lock soon.
And since you've been reading DR, I haven't seen you actually post anything about what was wrong about your M in terms of issues that she may have had with you. Can you elaborate?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.