Not looking good. I have called a few L to talk to about my sitch. Threats of leaving with the children and getting a L keep coming. I need to find out my rights. I am practising LRT. I do not bring up the R, but she keeps bringing up how me being around is killing her and making her a bad mom. She seems to despise me completely and blame me for her unhappiness. She says she is not angry, but when she talks she tenses up and her face turns red. I am confused about this and wonder what is best for the kids.