You did well to stop yourself. Your mind reading again anyway. Maybe she had a totally legit reason to go another way - an errand to run or something.
Yeah we all want to fast forward this. My W is about to leave on a week vacation "by herself". I have very little trust, but I also have very little choice. But I do now have enough self-control to see her off with a smile and wish her a restful break. I know she deserves a long break. And she tells me the A is over. I'm just having a hard go of it, especially since she's leaving 2 days before our wedding anniversary. My WAW's A lasted a year and two months if what she says is true.
Skip ahead to the chapter on Infidelity and the section titled Where S/he Won't End The Affair. I read, and reread that dozens of times. I found it helped.
Hang in there dawgy. You're getting the hang of it. I know it's hard.
M: 59 W: 53 M: 9 yrs T: 14 yrs No kids together but D30(hers), S27, S24, D21(all 3 mine) W moved out 11/18/2013 D-Day 12/14/2013 W moved back home 12/1/2014