so I think any chance I had with my h has gone down the toilet, I had to drop in an invoice to someone who I worked with, she is not a positive person in general and can be opinionated, she has always felt the need to be blunt to the point of nastiness, anyway, we were talking quite amicably, of course the topic of h came up, I did ok, was shortish with answers, then she turned around and said that she'd heard he a girlfriend in another town, inside I was floored, outwardly I made light of it, told her that's how the rumour mill works, excused myself and came home. I was shaking and really upset on the way home. worst timing ever, h rang so the boys could say goodnight, hecasked what was wrong, and I couldn't contain myself, told him what had been said to me, he then got angry and said he was going to message the person who said that to me, I said go ahead, then it's just escalated into teenage crap, he then rang me back, saying he had no girlfriend in that town, and then I unleashed four months of frustration, anger, hurt... think I've killed it now, will try to remember what said and post later, too upset right now...
