Journaling: Told my the woman that my focus rught now is healing myself and my boys. She wanted more than I can give. I do not want to walk in W's shoes. This hit me pretty hard yesterday as reality set back in. No more medicating.
W was at my house to spend time with the boys... at least S12. S16 took off to a friends house at some point and spent the night. I'm worried that his and my talk the other night about all this might have upset him more than comforted him.
Was at IC and DevorceCare meetings all night. IC told me to email W with bullet point requests for information but must word it so it's not demanding. *Would like to know W's child visitation schedule one month in advance. She works retail and knows her schefule several months out. * Would like to know her plans for visitation when she moves into OM's appartment. *Would like to know status of kids counseling appointments. I have made appointments with pastor but W has better availability to get the boys to the counselors office durring the day. There were other points that for some reason I'm drawing a blank on right now.
Not sure If I should ask about the status of the divorce or not. I just want this A to be over. I am frusterated more than hurt right now. So worried about the affect of all this on the kids.
