Possilble WAW

[dawgy]

i keep slipping up . I asked her where she was going tonight whenshe went out.then she told me reluctantly but then I asked her if she was going to see OM . why do I do this to myself . She called me out of the blue at work today and talked about our son about ten minutes . It felt just like old times . Then today i texted her in the afternoon and asked how her day was going and she was short with me . Wild emotions happy one minute and opposite a couple minutes later . I might tell her to beat it, im tired of her lyin and bull s$#!T Shes the one that screwed it all up and ruined our beautiful little families life , not me or the kids . Im losing respect rapidly . After all its been almost 4 months since I found out about the A . Im starting to feel alot different and it scares me