WAW separation begins

[rayzzz]

I am with my kids for the first time since separation and why am I agonizing over my WAW? Detach. So hard. It is just disheartening when I feel so much hate from her and how she kept saying she was "done".
I know I can only change myself and have no expectations but blah. My headspace [censored] right now . Everything we did tonight , making Mac & cheese dinner out of my rented out bedroom just makes me sad---sad because of doing this alone. OK that's enough.
No expectations.
Kids need a happy dad. Gonna do a movie & popcorn night and find new things to GAL with kids....make up some games to play and make some new "Daddy time" traditions. I can and must do this. Being a good happy dad is good for everyone me included and attractive to my WAW. Just do it