Life now that Ex MLCer has married the OW!

[Ggrass]

I did not think k had not been honest, but it really resonates with me how closely we are all traveling the road. Our thoughts and fears seem to be so very similar.

I need to be done, I cannot keep looking at the sitch and waiting. Even while I'm moving and working on my issues he is not reacting or responding differently. I cannot maintain the friendship for 2 reasons, he expects me to nurture it and give my heart out. He has nothing to give, as he's with ow and that's my second reason my values won't let me settle for plan b.

I am becoming detched, but as pointed out, I wanted it to be easier and the back slides I find tough. Regardless of how things end up I need casual friends in my life both male and female as company and as social group to head out and have some fun.

The mlc person doesn't have the market cornered on fun, or shouldn't.

I do often say to my self I'm better than this, but in the context of my reactions, how I handled stuff. Not in regards to being better than another person.