You missed my point. I think you could benefit from having a real life C rather than doing it yourself. You are quiet stubborn in that respect.
"That's exactly the point. Anger is the biggest issue and is my #1 priority,"
But not enough of a priority to get help for it. That's the point. I have a feeling that once you get him back, your changes won't stick. You seem to have that pattern of many of the ones I've seen here over the years.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.