Cadet I know you're right and I have to just face my inevitable future. It's just a hard pill to swallow ehn for the past 2.5 months I've been trying to DB and cling onto any hope I may have. At this point I really need to let go and proceed with my life without him. I have to treat him as you said, as if we're divorced.

This is all just so earth shattering to me. I wish I could fast forward to 2 years from now and be wherever it is I will be then. With my kids adjusted to their new life and us rebuilding. I just don't want to shoulder this right now but I know I have no choice. He has made the decision for us and I have to accept it. That's my only option.

Me: 35, H: 36, M: 6, S: 1, D: 3, BD: 4/21/14 H still living at home