Hoping for positive changes

[artsy]

((((Lost, buddy, GB, Thornton)))) hugs back to you in appreciation.

Thank you for the kind words. I'm better today.

The strange thing is, I do have faith and hope that H and I will be together agin some day (although, fear creeps in once in awhile). The car triggered a flood of good memories and sadness for things in the past that are gone- I think H was a little sad yesterday, too, based on his texts. At least it's over, huh?

To use a car analogy: I gotta stop looking in the rear view mirror- I'm not going in that direction.

Now I need to prepare myself for when he comes to get his things. That will also be a horrible day (no idea when that will be). But hopefully I can brace myself for it- the car thing took me by surprise.

My GAL is temporarily disabled: waiting on the truck and all of my GAL friends are sick/working/out of town. I know lack of GAL is a huge contributor to my mental state. Gotta get back out there!!!!!!