You guys have just about word for word expressed my fears.
I don't want to quit on h even tho he In the words of the ic, become road runner personified and is unlikely to return. On the other hand meeting someone even as a date might help, but I feel hesitant to hurt a new person the way I was, if I can't follow thru.
I'm not even sure, I can stump up to h, without falling to bits when push comes to shove. It's gets very messy, that internal dialogue.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
