Possilble WAW

[dawgy]

Thanks Pete and Pilot . Id like to here from a few more people because it is helping me cope . This is the most difficult time in my life and i want to make it through to the other side and all the advice and support are helping . I started DR last night . An interesting read so far but defintely a step up DBing wise than Im doing . I find you have to work up to maximum DBing . We went to fireworks as a family last night and the kids took off chasing girls and left us alone . It was everything AI could do to not talk or think about the situation but I did it . I slipped up a couple times by telling her she looked pretty and asking about going on a camping trip . And she said we ll see .She so darn arrogant , she never used to be arrogant , she was always sweet and kind and not the bit selfish , now shes the exact opposite . Arrogant , its all about me attitude , fancy hair and makeup , body sprays tight clothes wow . A real different person . But i still waant to keep her even though shes changed because I feel the change is only due to this affir fog . Im hoping once the fog clears she will come back to who she used to be . At least to some degree