Roller coaster and then some

[daring]

Thanks FY for the support as always.

Things around here continue to get interesting. H had talk with CEO of company he is at today and they have very different opinions of the direction to take the company. H wouldn't bow out and not give input as the CEO was asking him to do ( I don't blame him- he's so frustrated and really does know his stuff in this industry) so they agreed he would leave the company. Not sure when this becomes official but it certainly puts some urgency into finding a new position. Since H is living in another house he has rent, utilities etc to cover. Luckily we don't need his income to cover me and kids but im not sure how this is going to pan out. I don't really want to be stuck paying those things, but I don't want him to get his finances in a really bad place as it's always a source of difficulty for him to manage. Guess I will just see how this plays out.

As far as the kids, I'm going about normal and rarely do they see any sadness from me. The two younger ones are upset, though, that I have slowly replaced pics of H and I with family pics. I still kept ones that he is in but just took down the " couple" ones. Everytime I change one they notice and it upsets them. I'm considering putting most ( except huge wedding portrait) back up as I can certainly deal with the emotions of seeing it better than they are doing with change right now.
Even H is seeing how they are being affected where before he kept saying they were handling it fine. Tonight when I got home from work he told me S7 had a very rough evening and would need some of my " softness".
Will keep an eye on everything but thinking S7 may need a little therapy to help him express how he's feeling.

All considered I'm doing pretty well I suppose...