Sorry you're feeling this way. Yes it's just a car, but that car obviously has symbolic meaning for you. It's ok to have a bad day, actually probably really good that you cried...better than bottling it all up. Unfortunately the only way to heal is with time. Hang in there. (())

Me-44 (45)
H- 50 (51)
M-'96

S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)

BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas)
home Oct(sep rooms)
(EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed)
insists wants D through July 2015
no more talk of D since