It probably comes down to control. You don't like things that are out of your control so it's driving you nuts. In fact, just a few weeks without sex and you feel de-valued. You have to have patience through this.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
