I'm sorry guys I know I sound irrational but I am just having a very bad night. I am so overwhelmed with everything in my life and I just wish this wasn't happening. I want the H back that I had. I just want all of this to stop v
I want to feel like someone sticks up for me for what he's doing to the boys and I.
I can't imagine he can go to dinner and go to the park with them like nothing is wrong. It is not a good thing as far as for him and I. It is a good thing for him my dad yelled at me that I need to get ahold of myself and accept that after almost 5 months he's never coming home. It's so hard to hear.
