IMHO, your W isn't seeing someone else. You explained how you acted towards her and what her personality is like. It's pretty easy to see why she's fearful of you. In fact, even though you fall upon your own sword and say you're sorry, etc. I don't get that you are.
You have a way of turning the blame around to your W, even though your WORDS say that you are to blame. I've been here long enough to smell that something's not right.
So what were some good points that your W had about you?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
