Funeral for a husband, love lies bleeding

[TL72*]

CC good for you - you sound stronger already. That is exactly the things I did too - reading so much on MLC, getting a decent understanding of it, figuring out what I liked as an individual, bucket list - yes it took me a long time too, I don't think I even have 10 lol. Going to divorcecare is one of the best things you could do for yourself, it was a life changer for me. I was standing too but came to the conclusion when I was done, I was done. It's different for everyone. you'll know each day that "it's not today" that you choose to stop standing. you don't ever have to stop, but when and if you're ready to, you'll know, just listen to your inner voice. I prayed 10 times a day and that helped me more than anything to survive. I still pray but usually 2 or 3x because I'm not as overwhelmed as I was. It does give you peace and especially if you give it all to God. It's in his hands. That was a tremendous relief for me. Keep up the positive attitude, it really helps you work through this process