Mach and Spartan both seem to think I need to stay dark and let her do the contacting.
Not entirely true Thor...
My perspective is, that YOU were in no condition to handle the contact then. And that the least bit of contact would send you spinning like a Merry-go-Round at the first hint of it...
I completely agree that no contact isn't forever. It is only until YOU can handle it, without going full on pursuit with it...
I agree with Wonka, that something light and airy may be the way....
Yet ONLY if you can do that with ZERO expectations, and NO pursuing afterward....
Like..Happy Fourth of July and then chuck your phone in a lake...
