wow CC thank you so much! That really touches my heart. Thank you for your prayers. She started on the morphine today and it's just day by day now. My brother did tell her last night that it was ok to let go, that us kids would be ok and have each others back. I always tell her I love her but there's always a caregiver in the room and I feel weird talking to her with a stranger in there. I will ask her to leave a minute tomorrow morning if she's still there so I can talk to her in private. She is no longer speaking or opening her eyes or eating or drinking. Just sleeping. I feel strong though. My cat ran away and haven't seen her since last Thursday, set a trap and she hasn't gone in it. I may have said this already, sorry if I did. My refi is supposed to close July 12th but they're still waiting on the title work which I gave them what they asked for 2 weeks ago - hoping it closes on time, not that it matters other than I want that over with. CC on your question about the ex, no I don't think he knows, we don't talk to any of the same people and I have no idea what his life is like anymore and he doesn't know mine either. All of this going on did redirect my attention to other things and the divorce, even though it's only a few months old, seems like something from my distant past at this point. Time is weird. I redid my will and my living will so that the ex is no longer any part of it. beneficiary's are changed and pretty soon I'll be all set. I like this feeling, no longer co-dependent!!! Thanks again you guys- I really really appreciate your thoughts and kindness.
Me - 42 exH - 56 Married 10.5 years Together 17 bomb dropped 1/6/14 signed papers 2/4/14 H moved out 2/22/14 D final 4/4/14 Dropped the rope 5/17/14 2 cats, 2 dogs
