Weird day. Finished cleaning & moving out today so I had to continue to tell myself. To STFU as I just wanted to scream "ok this has been a nice extrusion in our marriage but let's go back to loving each other ".....instead she was in a pissy mood all day and I guess my dB of whistling happily may not have helped
WAW "why are you whistling all of a sudden?"
Me in thought "to keep my PMA up and look 'as if' I am having a great day"

Then my S4 birthday today . At their new home sharing with inLaws
Everything is so WEIRD now. We had such a great relationship now everyone has pulled back and I realize I am the outsider again

WAW is so mad at me for numerous reasons and I honestly think she has been 180ing me too. I don't think going Dark will affect her at all for the first month but it will be good detaching practice for me

Ah well I text you from a punk rawk concert I am GALing at.
Listening to hard rock will keep my mind off WAW.

Me 42 W:35
M: 14yrs T:15yrs
D: 8yrs D:6yrs S:3yrs
BD: "I want a D"09/03/14
Sep: 30/06/14

Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.