Phoenix slowly rising

[T-boned]

Thank you, TL. I appreciate your support more than you'll ever know. Yes, the rejection and abandonment have certainly made me feel like I no longer want to talk to or see him - had a brief little moment this afternoon but no crying - then I reminded myself why I've lost my respect and trust for him and I felt like I regained control.

Just got back from spending the weekend with my friend and her family. It was a great weekend, and I just texted her how spending time with her again has renewed me and made me feel more whole again. It's a good feeling - I think I'm almost there.