What to Do III

[Ben2010]

Thanks Pete,
Yeah Im not too worried about the hand on the knee thing anymore. It bothered me at first, but now Ive just let it go. I agree about her behavior. I think its just a matter of time before she comes back and I just need to be patient. Yeah the FL thing took me by surprise actually. I loved that whole part of the convo, but I dont want to get excited and read too much into it.

I know that us S has a lot too do with my anger and the way I treat her. Ive been working on my anger alot since shes been gone and she even commented about how nice I was being when I talked to her last week. I think she cant be sure that its a real change yet and I dont blame her, it hasnt been that long. I also had my eyes opened to what Ive been screwing up as far as her love language when I read 5LL. The whole thing is so simple. Also she has a trust issue with me which is well founded as I have lied many times. Im working on being honest no matter what and it seems to be working out much better for me. Not sure if that answers your questions or not.