Thanks FY, You're right. Just that sometimes it seems like I'm asked to talk about this or that and then get "called out" like I'm rehashing something or obsessing over something. I'm starting to move forward faster. I have to at this point as it's my only real choice. Seeing my W this weekend was "different". Actually couldn't wait for her to finish up and go on Sunday so I could just relax. My oldest is coming home soon and things are going to settle down to the "new normal" once she's home. I think the poor dog is taking it worse! When my D14 went to her mom's, she took her dog and it was just him and me. He's so used to having the other dogs around he couldn't understand where they were!I had to go outside with him when he went as he didn't like being alone.
Oh, well. We all are going to have to make adjustments!